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Going to be a mummy again
Posted:Jul 24, 2012 5:54 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 12:24 pm
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My hubby and I are expecting our first baby together, a bit of a surprise, but will be much loved anyway

Still head over heels in love with my gorgeous man.
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I'm so into my bf
Posted:Jan 29, 2012 4:36 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:43 pm
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He's gorgeous - I just wanna jump him everytime I see him - I could just eat him up and we now have a surrogate baby - we bought a puppy together on australia day so it's almost like having a baby in the house
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wow ... most amazing bf ever
Posted:Jan 10, 2012 3:47 am
Last Updated:Jan 10, 2012 4:45 am
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So, I haven't been around for a while, so I'll give you a catch up on my life in the past few months. After my second break up with the worst bf I've ever had, I was feeling pretty sorry for myself and it was close to my best friends wedding. Another reason to feel shit about my single situation, when out of the blue, an ex bf from about 7 yrs ago (who I met here of all places) suggested that we meet up for some fun. Well, things happened and we ended up catching up for a few drinks the night before the wedding and I remembered why I'd missed him so much. He's great - funny, caring, kind and the most amazing lover. Since then, I've spent every weekend with him and a month or so ago, we took the step to calling our situation a relationship. I'm head over heels for this guy. I'm so lucky to have him back in my life. I loved him 7 yrs ago, just didn't realise how lucky I was back then and treated him so badly. I feel close to being in love with him again - even enough to move in with him. Which he asked me to do He just knows how to make me happy without trying
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hmmm so tell me why ...
Posted:Sep 12, 2011 4:16 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:43 pm
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Why is it that the bigger the penis a man has, the bigger the asshole he is ?
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I'm lonely
Posted:Jul 29, 2011 4:23 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:44 pm
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So, I'm back with my bf for the moment, but I'm really lonely - he doesnt love me the way I should be loved, if at all - And I want someone new - I want more than just sex - I want love and honesty and respect - but it seems I'm asking for too much
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This is so lovely, I had to share
Posted:Jul 4, 2011 5:03 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2014 3:54 am
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If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible! ~Anon
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And I'm back with my boyfriend
Posted:Jun 15, 2011 5:31 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 12:24 pm
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and I do love him and I am glad to have him back. I miss him and I wish I had more time with him.
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single again
Posted:Jun 8, 2011 5:27 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 12:24 pm
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well, it happened, we broke up and i hate being single already - and i miss him but i feel so stupid - y should i miss someone who treated me so bad ?
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well... what's new
Posted:May 25, 2011 5:28 am
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2011 4:25 am
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I had a birthday .... yes I am now 29 and it's not so bad... distinct lack of sex, but hey you get that. And I didnt get to celebrate coz I had a wicked case of Gastro (thought I was preggers for a few strange minutes whilst doing calculations in my head lol) so no cake, no drinkies and no birthday shag

And what else.... well we are getting prepared for my best mates wedding in October and because I'm a bridesmaid, I've been trying to help out a little finding things like flowergirl dresses, shoes, veils ... the usual stuff and I do not know how my friend is coping with all the dramas and details that go into getting married - I thought it was just like... proposal, find a dress, get married and have a holiday .... nope .. not at all so in future, when I decide to get married, I told her she can plan mine for me.

And my boyfriend and I had a talk - the marriage talk. He asked what I would say if he asked me and I said it better come with really good jewellery and showed him exactly what I want - so the idea is there. And we talked about babies. He asked me if I wanted one and I was honest and said yes, just not right now.

Things are kinda difficult because his brother just moved into his house so he and his ex gf and current fck buddy are there all the time - so I'm missing my bf like crazy and I'm insecure - but he knows I'm crazy.

And that's about where we are right now...

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It's Saturday Night
Posted:Apr 30, 2011 4:32 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:48 pm
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and I'm feeling pretty awful... I caught a cold (the joys of working with sick people) and my head is all stuffed up, can't breathe through my nose and cant taste a thing. My nose is raw from blowing it (even the softest tissues irritate after the 3000 blow) and I generally feel like crap.

Spent last night with my bf - but tonight he's at an engagement party for his best mate and I'm home bored coz I didnt want to take my with us and sit out in the cold all night.

But right now, I'm missing him like fucking crazy and he's probably surrounded by a bunch of women and not even thinking about me. It fucking sucks to be so in love with someone who doesnt care if you stay or go.

It sounds like I dont have a lot of trust in him, but he's got some pretty slutty friends and how am I to know that he's not lying to me. I don't want him on a leash, but I do want him to answer the phone when I call him - instead of it going straight to messagebank. And no, I'm not the kind of girl who calls 300 times when a guy doesnt answer. But when you tell someone to call you, answer the fcking phone.

Anyway, I'm sposed to see him again tomorrow, but who knows if that will happen... grrr I just love him too much to feel this fcking crazy jealous - it's absurd, I've never been like this over a man before. I hate the person I am right now. I'm not the needy, clingy, freaky girlfriend. It's just not me - why does he make me so crazy ?

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Feeling neglected
Posted:Apr 26, 2011 5:21 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:50 pm
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Just feeling kinda meh at the moment - Can't seem to cheer myself up and missing my boyfriend like crazy. And is it even worth it ? probably not. You shouldn't miss anyone who doesnt't miss you more. I'm just craving some alone time with him - without , without his crazy fucking ex screaming her hole out on the street - I need to feel special....

I'm even too out of sorts to enjoy my easter chocolate ...

on the plus side... stress makes me lose weight and not eat - so it's not such a bad thing in some ways.

OK enough of the whinging - I hope the bunny was very good to everyone and if not - well, there's always next year

on countdown til my birthday now ... only 14 days til my birthday - woot woo - i'm excited !!!

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well
Posted:Apr 13, 2011 4:04 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:50 pm
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I shaved my lady parts today and I remember now y I don't like doing it - it's irritating ... but I'm looking to spice things up so hopefully it's liked by the person I did it for
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Maybe I do
Posted:Apr 6, 2011 4:23 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:52 pm
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My ex or maybe he's not .. he hasnt broken it off completely, and I'm trying to man up and tell him to fuck off except I still love him.. how ridiculous and pathetic do I sound?... anyway... he says the only two things he hates about me are that I complain all the time and that I wont show my body to someone I supposedly love. Really? this is a man who won't have sex with me in the daylight or with the light on... and I'm supposed to feel able to show him my body ? how do I answer that ? I'm not sending him naked pictures now... he says he loves me but isnt in love with me and he needs to find the spark and that's going to take time. But why should I feel like shit, bending over backwards to show him and tell him I love him when he says he isnt bothered by me saying it. I want to leave.. I want to be free of him... but I just fcking love him and that was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I hate this. And he's right, maybe I do complain too much - only I can't see where and how because I don't get the opportunity to speak and have an opinion
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