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Blogs > pinkdragonfly21 > I see the secrets u don't show

It's Saturday Night  

pinkdragonfly21 42F  
131 posts
4/30/2011 4:32 am
It's Saturday Night
and I'm feeling pretty awful... I caught a cold (the joys of working with sick people) and my head is all stuffed up, can't breathe through my nose and cant taste a thing. My nose is raw from blowing it (even the softest tissues irritate after the 3000 blow) and I generally feel like crap.

Spent last night with my bf - but tonight he's at an engagement party for his best mate and I'm home bored coz I didnt want to take my with us and sit out in the cold all night.

But right now, I'm missing him like fucking crazy and he's probably surrounded by a bunch of women and not even thinking about me. It fucking sucks to be so in love with someone who doesnt care if you stay or go.

It sounds like I dont have a lot of trust in him, but he's got some pretty slutty friends and how am I to know that he's not lying to me. I don't want him on a leash, but I do want him to answer the phone when I call him - instead of it going straight to messagebank. And no, I'm not the kind of girl who calls 300 times when a guy doesnt answer. But when you tell someone to call you, answer the fcking phone.

Anyway, I'm sposed to see him again tomorrow, but who knows if that will happen... grrr I just love him too much to feel this fcking crazy jealous - it's absurd, I've never been like this over a man before. I hate the person I am right now. I'm not the needy, clingy, freaky girlfriend. It's just not me - why does he make me so crazy ?
Han54boat 71M
11637 posts
4/30/2011 6:24 am

 It is call LOVE. Jealous is a hard emotion. Part, it is the fear of the future. May be, there is some lost of control over him.
Hint: I have the same problem with a raw nose. Use a cloth towel to blow into. Tissues are made from wood and will rub your nose raw after zillion times. It is why you don't clean glasses with paper or tissues. Ta Ta

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