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Talk about kicking a girl while she's down ...
Posted:Apr 5, 2011 8:43 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 7:59 pm
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My "Boyfriend" or former boyfriend - called this morning, but he thought he was calling someone else.. a girl named Jess that he met online last night. He had no idea he had phoned me instead - or maybe he did and it was his way of getting out. He then avoided my phonecalls where I demanded to know who the fuck Jess is - let's just say - He's still avoiding me and I'm pretty annoyed. And apparently it's my fault. Even though I'm drugged half out of my mind after surgery, I was sposed to be making the effort and making him feel loved and appreciated ... hell you fucking idiot would it have killed you to ask if I was ok once in a while? fuck you !

So now, I'm home recovering from my surgery and pissed off and unable to yell and scream like I really want to. And this was the man I thought would be my forever - fuck off ya c*^t .

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Been quiet lately
Posted:Apr 4, 2011 3:37 am
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2011 4:22 am
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I had my tonsils out last Thursday - and as you can imagine it's slowed me down considerably. Very sore, very tired and can't wait to be completely healed. I wouldnt recommend it to anyone
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So it says a lot when...
Posted:Mar 23, 2011 6:15 pm
Last Updated:Jan 10, 2012 3:34 am
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the man who says he loves you applies for a job 2000kms away and then tells you about it after the fact.

You must be pretty fucking important to him hey ?

So over it... do I hang on, or let go now ?

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and the news is
Posted:Feb 25, 2011 4:17 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 8:00 pm
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My bf is thinking of heading over to Christchurch for a few weeks. He's originally from there and his dad wants him home. As you can probably tell, I'm not too keen on him going back - it's a little too soon to the big quake for my liking I'll miss him like crazy and worry the whole time, but I suppose it's something he needs to do.
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Dirty Talk - Wynter Gordon
Posted:Feb 22, 2011 3:20 am
Last Updated:May 11, 2024 7:25 pm
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I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

[Dirty Talk]

Kitten Heels, Lingerie,
Pantyhose, Foreplay,
Legs up, on the bar,
in the back of your car,
latex, champagne,
bubble bath, whipped cream,
cherry pop tag team,
can you make me scream

I wanna do some dirty things to you tonight,
I wanna fight, all through the night, night, night

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, [talk]dirty when you talk [talk]

[Dirty Talk]

Blindfold, feather bed,
tickle me, slippery,
G spot,nasty pose,
in a video,
love machine, by myself,
climax,hot wax
S&M on the floor, i like it hardcore

I wanna do some dirty things to you tonight,
I wanna fight, all through the night, night, night

I am no angel

I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

[Dirty Talk]

Can you go down,
are you up for it, baby
can you turn me out, are you up for it

talk to me..talk to me..
talk dirty to me.. talk dirty to me

talk to me..talk to me..
talk dirty to me.. talk dirty to me

[Dirty Talk]

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

[Dirty Talk]

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Valentine's Day
Posted:Feb 15, 2011 2:27 am
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 8:01 pm
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Hope everyone has had a lovely Valentine's Day this year. I had a great day at work and when I was finished, I caught up with my bf who was very sweet and bought me a bunch of red roses and some choccy - what a sweetheart He also gave me tonsilitis - but considering I gave it to him in the first place, I can't growl at him

Hope you all were spoilt xxxx
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Reasons I love my Boyfriend
Posted:Feb 8, 2011 9:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 8:02 pm
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10. He's a responsible adult
9. He holds my hand in front of his mates
8. He makes me laugh
7. He loves to drive
6. He makes me feel beautiful
5. He can spell my name
4. He's incredibly sexy
3. He can't sing, but he still does it anyway
2. He cuddles me when we're sleeping
1. He loves me despite all my faults

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Nobody's Perfect - Jessie J
Posted:Feb 4, 2011 3:06 am
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2011 8:46 pm
2500 Views
When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing
But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never wanna cross that line
I should of kept it between us but no I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try
But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
I'm not a saint no matter no, cause what I did that wasn't cool
Mamma swear that I'll never do it again to you
I'm not a saint, I'm not a saint, I'm not at all
Mamma swear that I'll never do it again to you
And I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one hurting down
And I hate that I made you thinking that you must repair what's broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
Don't tell me, don't tell me no, you can't give me more
Cause nobody's perfect.

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So in love with my bf right now
Posted:Feb 1, 2011 4:37 am
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2011 3:01 am
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We've had our ups and downs but despite it all, I love him more than anyone else I've been with, so it must be pretty good He's so HOT !!!
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It's a good good good night
Posted:Jan 4, 2011 4:31 am
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 7:56 pm
2286 Views

Coz I've got my honey with me and he's a total hottie love him muchly
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Happy Holidays
Posted:Dec 24, 2010 5:51 am
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2010 4:27 pm
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Happy Holidays everyone, May you receive everything you deserve. Hopefully, you're spoilt and surrounded by friends and family. Best Wishes and a wonderful day for all xxxxxxxxx
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enchanted
Posted:Oct 31, 2010 10:11 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2014 8:03 pm
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There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles. Same old tired, lonely place. Walls of insincerity. Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face. All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you. Your eyes whispered "have we met?" Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me. The playful conversation starts. Counter all your quick remarks. like passing notes in secrecy. And it was enchanting to meet you. All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you. This night is sparkling, don't you let it go. I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you. The lingering question kept me up 2am, who do you love? I wonder till I'm wide awake. Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door. I'd open up and you would say, It was enchanted to meet you. All I know is I was enchanted to meet you. This night is sparkling, don't you let it go. I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew. This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew. I was enchanted to meet you. This is me praying that this was the very first page. Not where the story line ends. My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again. These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon. I was enchanted to meet you. Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you. Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you. This night is sparkling, don't you let it go. I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew. This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone. I'll spend forever wondering if you knew. I was enchanted to meet you. Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you

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So... last night I saw my new friend
Posted:Oct 30, 2010 7:32 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2010 3:56 am
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and we're going to get to know each other, take things as they come. I shared a bed for an entire night, with a man, for the first time in 12mths and that was a big change for me. I had forgotten what it felt like to have someone beside me. It was fun. But I am incredibly tired this morning.

And, FYI, there was no sex - just cuddles

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