4 April 2011 I'VE FALLIN AND I CAN'T GET UP!!! Current mood:rejuvenated I'VE FALLIN AND I CAN' GET UP... CAN ANY ONE HELP....I'VE FALLIN AND I CAN'T GET UP... THIS PAST SUMMER I GOT INVOLVED WITH SOMTHING THAT NOW HAS FULL CONTROL OVER ME... IT'S IN MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT, MY EVERY MOVE CAN BE (TRACED) STR8 BACK TO IT...MY EVERY PRAYER IS SAID WITH IT IN MIND, IT REALY JUST GOT MY HEAD FUCKED UP...I'VE FALLIN AND I CAN'T GET UP... I WAS ONCE TOLD THAT "2 MUCH OF ANYTHING IS BAD 4 YOU" IF THIS IS TRUE I AM MINUTES, NO SECONDS FROM AN OVER DOSE... MAN, I COULD END UP GOING STR8 NUTS...I'VE FALLIN AND I CAN'T GET UP... IF THIS WAS A DRUG I'D B POOKIE(NEW JACK CITY), IF THIS WAS WINE I'D B I.B THE WINE-O... IF IT WERE MONEY, I'D B BILL GATES...IF IT WAS A RABBITS FOOT I'DE HAVE ALL THE LUCK...I'VE FALLIN AND I CAN'T GET UP... A VERY GOOD FRIEND TOLD ME THAT I SHINE SO BRIGHT, THAT IF I'M NOT HELPING... I BECOME A DESTRACTION 2 THOSE THAT NEED THE HELP THAT I AM VERY CAPABLE OF PROVIDING...HOW DEEP IS THAT!?!?!? WHEN I HEARD THOSE WORDS, IT WAS LIKE LIGHTNING STRUCK... I'VE FALLIN AND I CAN'T GET UP... WELL I HAVE A BIRTHDAY COMIN UP (April 4) IF YA MISSED IT... I'M GONNA B 92 YEARS OLD, AND @ MY AGE B-DAYS R JUST A TIME 2 REFLECT ON THE YEARS B4. WELL I LOOKED @ THE REFLECTION AND POKED OUT MY CHEST LIKE WHAT!!! THEN I RELIZED I HAD FALLEN AND I COULDN'T GET UP... THE WHOLE TIME IS WAS THERE IN MY FALLIN STATE, I THOUGHT WHY DON'T YOU JUST GET UP??? 2DAY I HAD THAT SAME THOUGHT, AND I TRIED 2 GET UP, AND GUESS WHAT??? I JUST GOT UP!!! I WAS LIKE DAM THATS IT, ALL I HAD 2 DO WAS GET UP??? I SAT AND TYPED ALL THIS JUST 2 SAY.... FALLING IS O.K. IT COMES WITH THIS CRAZY THING CALLED LIFE... SOMETIMES IT WILL BE SMOOTH, SOMTIMES IT WILL BE ROUGH, JUST REMEMBER... IF YOU FALL,  JUST GET THE FUCK UP. INTERNATIONAL BEATZ   4:37 PMLike