looking for a lady. not tricks are for who trying to see who can get the most buddies. i will always be up front and honest with you as long as you do the same with me. I am looking for a friendship first and than to see where it goes because if you don't have friendship than you have nothing else

My Ideal Person this is what in my heart.and what is missing from my sole.every time i think i mite find some one.it just disappear. it strating to feel like there this hole in my heart just keepes geting bigger.i am looking for something real.I find that i dreams about love and finding my love is on my mind more than any other thought. But more often, it surprises me and finds its own ways into my thoughts. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving i hopes to find.i still have hope in my hearts to find each other with out that i feel would would just fade away.Without romance, love gets dry. Without respect, love gets lost. Without caring, love gets boring if its right for both of us.we wants this to.me don't know till i see her. we will know when we meet there will be a spark in are souls.i want to love her so slow so long so deep that we disappear in to each other. wanted to be there for her so she knows she is not alone.care her so much that she is never afraid of any thing .when she weeps i want to take her tears and cry for her .love each other throw all thing always.together.we will fill the hole in are hearts. only she can save me other from the aloneness in my hearts .so i wont disappear It's better to light the candle than to curse the darkness." she is my candle.the hope in are hearts to find each other will never die .she is the one holding in your sweet hands the key to my heart that opens all the deep love and passion i want to give to her bad . that been locked away in my heart for so long .dont let go hold on baby and i will find you i am what she is looking for. where is she