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My Ideal Person What else can i explain here to talk about the kind of man i am looking for, just read my profile carefully, you would know this has to do with a serious minded woman, who desires a serious minded and matured man,you must possess ability to control a relationship and you must be sexcually sound and durable, must know how to do the oral sex and must know how love long hours of foreplay before penetration, i love some kind of activities sometimes, like watching each other masturbate. I love my hair being pulled, so you have some work to do, i love kissing, pasisonate one because i get wet from it.