I've never been with a girl, but have always found myself sexually attracted to them. The few times I've looked at porn, I always gravitated towards two girls together. When I'm pleasing myself, that's where my mind wanders. To be honest, I think I was somewhat in denial about it for a while. I find myself thinking about it all the time, what would it be like to eat out a girl, and vice versa. To run my hand over her breast, to take it in my mouth. Unfortunately, all I've been able to do is fantasize about such :/ I'm currently in a relationship with a man that I've been with for about a year. His birthday is coming up, and as a present I told him I'd let him watch the first time I explored a girl. To be honest, it's kind of just an excuse... I want you to know it'd really be only about us. I feel like I may want to be with a girl full time, and this would be a chance to verify such. Does this sound like something you might be interested in? We're both DDF (he's only the 3rd per I've ever been with) And neither of us have done anything like this before. We'd pay for a decent hotel room (maybe at Mohegan or Foxwoods), room service, maybe a movie to break the Ice... He wouldn't do anything but watch. --M WARNING: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications