I am a young Pentecostal Christian woman who has never been with a man, but I have been haunted by shameful desires since I was in my teens. I am finding it more and more difficult to reconcile my love of God with my increasing desire to be taken and used by a man, or even - I can't believe I'm saying this - a group of men. I can't help wondering: if sex is so bad in the eyes of our Lord, why did he give us these desires? I have decided that the best way to resolve this theological conflict is to combine erotic pleasure with penitence. So I'm looking for a first experience with a good Christian man (or men or a couple) who can absolve me of my sinful desires by using my body to satisfy his own God-given lust. As long as we both think of Jesus while we're doing it, I think that it will be okay. Is that so wrong of me?

My Ideal Person You should be: any age, of at least average looks, masculine, and genuinely devoted to Jesus (even if you're as conflicted as I am). Please send a brief description of yourself, a recent photo, and your favourite Bible verse to prove that you are genuine.

Men with 7 inches or more a plus. Is that so wrong of me?

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
I want to be used

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
I do not know, but would like to try it all

Have you ever had cybersex?:
Not yet, but I definitely want to try it.

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