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Blogs > MichonneUK > My Blog

i have  

MichonneUK 46F
5306 posts
11/26/2018 2:24 pm
i have
sat by myself & alone all my life

the few times I have let people in my life they took advantage of my supreme vulnerabilities

now im a 40 year woman
with no experience
the only experience I have in life is doing everything alone

amazing & shameful
Idont qualify

for his attention ~

well ~

no point talking to people who if they saw me on a "normal day to day" they wouldnt talk to me ~

because they see two breast online ~ ooohhh that black lady she is so nice

nice enough just to fuck over
nice enough to piss on
nice enough to waste her time
nice enough to ignore

it just hurts

lady friends

well its safe to say im not insecure as them or dare I admit im so vulnerable id put up with anything ~ as long as im not alone {right} half kil* me I love the attention better than feeling negleted ~

the shame of it ~ hoping I wouldnt spend too much time reflecting ~

hoping I would forget
I had no idea

noone knows what their fate is ~ im caught in a trap of loyalty & the only way to break this is to die myself & live again in another life time & not this one
Amaveryoralguy 45M
Ask me for a photo
113 posts
11/28/2018 5:19 am

 I would like to be a friend of yours


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