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Blogs > scoupe42 > "Redemption"

"I'm alone".  

scoupe42 60M
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3/16/2019 2:39 pm

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3/17/2019 11:33 am
"I'm alone".
The other day, I was alone in my room. I turn on the radio, they was playing a song by LL Cool J. The song called, I need love. Right now I don't have anyone in my present, so I was debating on contacting someone from my past. Do I want to go there? The few I knew wasn't good people. There were a few toxic relationships in there. So to get companionship, after going 1000 steps forward, to I go 1500 step backwards? I pass.

A while back I decided to start dating someone, that we can complement each other. Some who's not always in .need. I don't mind helping, but refuse to be used. So now I decided to date someone with a job, or at least a good conversation. Even though, I don't need anything from them, or asked for anything. I felted, like they fell, they taking low for being with me.

I dated some with Masters degrees or someone who has their own business. There were some who lived on the wealthier part of town, and one who made 6 figures, she was the 6 figured chick!. To be honest, I tell them where I worked and what I did for a living. I tell them my education level. Then after that, I might hear from them once or twice. But never a second date!

We eventually delete each other's number and more on. So I do get lonely. But, maybe me being alone is God's plans? I don't want some who only wants me for what I can do for them. Or be someone's charity case. At times I visit my family, they got their own lives. So sometimes I write and listen to music. I should learn how to play my Guitar. I have two, I should learn how to play one. I got to learn how to enjoy me! For me is all I have. For, "I'm alone".

Tmptrzz 61F  
107039 posts
3/17/2019 11:24 am

 I am so sorry my friend that you get lonely, but you are not alone trust me on that. I hope you find that special lady because you so deserve someone who will make you happy all the time..
Seduce the mind and see what a wonderful adventure the body will take you on..


scoupe42 replies on 3/17/2019 11:32 am:
Hi my friend, I wish I can clone you and have a copy for myself. Thx for viewing and kind words.

Letmepouryoumypa 37M

3/16/2019 3:38 pm

 Hope things are improving!


scoupe42 replies on 3/16/2019 3:40 pm:
Thx, things not so bad.

bitchkitty2017 71F

3/16/2019 3:12 pm

 Please don't short change yourself ..I am also alone and its not Gods plan for anyone to be alone..remember what he said to Adam ..he created woman to be his lifelong companion? you just haven't met her yet and that doesn't happen overnight ..That's why I believe in the sanctity of a man and a woman only , we have loves or what we think is love but true love rarely happens ...someone will catch your eye and it will be game over for your heart just keep the faith...


scoupe42 replies on 3/16/2019 3:25 pm:
Hi my friend, thx for viewing and the kind words!

scoupe42 60M
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3/16/2019 2:43 pm

 The weekend is here, hope everyone enjoy!


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