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Blue eyes and bluer days ahead
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Blue eyes and bluer days ahead Been sexually dormant for years. Mostly my own doing and I'll explain later but how dormancy was broken is what this is really about. Quite typical actually - Company party + alcohol + me in a short dress and heeled boots + way too much alcohol = secret confessions between myself and a co-worker. Of course because I have no patience I didn't wait to see if the same conversations and disclosures would happen when we were sober and so I pushed and made it real difficult for him to say no to me. So to my house we ended up. AND DAMN IT WAS HOT!! I mean passionate, hands everywhere and incredible kissing and well, just wow. This is months ago and I'm still panting. It wasn't perfect and I really wanted to go again when we were sober but he had second thoughts. His signals confused me for quite a while but a few weeks later I pushed him into being clear. Conclusion was as expected - we work together so our fun was done. I was disappointed but understood. He's only 28 after all, he probably wasn't impressed by my 45 years anyway. Since then we have been flirting very quietly. Brush pasts, making excuses to see each other around the building and always long, deep eye contact. I toyed with him by sucking on lollipops and he toyed with me in ways I'm not going into. Every look in those eyes held such possibilities and I'd begun to think we could have some more fun - that his concerns had been put to rest. My are going away for a while shortly and I was hoping that would be our window. But then something happened. Friday he announced he has to move away - back to his home in the mid-west. Family issues required him to be there and though it was screwing his life up he had to go. Today was his last day and it was not easy to see him go. He held me for a long time before he left to say goodbye to everyone else but we could not look each other in the eye. If I were in love with the guy I could say my heart was broken but what do you say when you are in lust and this happens? My libido is broken? There must be a term for this but damn I'm really gonna miss those eyes every day.... Hear my brain work when you check out the Cricket's Chirp |
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It is better to have lusted and lost than to have never lusted before. Or something like that. Fun and Pleasure in Sunny Side Singapore. Come visit my blog and let's chat and explore.
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Desire is the spice of life, giving in is the main dish.
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