Im 36 years old, married to a man who will not touch me at all. He says Im too fat to be attractive, he cheats constantly, sneaks outta bed to watch porn alone (but wont watch it with me.)He rejects me from sex every, single day. Im desperate to feel wanted and desired. I just want to feel like a person again. As of today, I have never cheated on him, but I just dont know how else to get through this.

Im not looking for a relationship. But I would gladly welcome a friendship (with intimacy of course.)I dont really want a string of casuel sex partners, just a friend I can rely on when times are really bad.

My Ideal Person: Somebody who may understand the hurt I am feeling from his rejection. Someone who can help me feel like a woman again and also be a friend to me. If there is anyone who can help me understand why he does this to me, Id really like to know so I can fix it.