I had only been dating my boyfriend for 3 months. I know this probably sounds bad but we've known eachother longer. So anyway, we were in his room, I really like kissing; but he took it farther. He started fumbling with my belt (trying to take it off obviously). I felt scared and nervous. He must've noticed my emotion through my body language. (I have never been good at hiding my emotions). He just looked at me and apologized. I spent some time thinking and i decided I was ready. We talked about it too which helped me make my decision. So we did it. But it was special and super sweet. But really, it's not that big of a deal. Well not for me anyway. I don't feel dirty or a hoe. Honestly, I don't feel like i even lost it. I only feel guilty that i haven't talked to my parents