What am I looking for?? Soooo, Ive been on these dating sites a while and no one seems to click! Maybe you know what I mean? I want that WOW factor!! I want someone feeling the same way! Mutual! I want someone who would push through a crowd of people to find me to say this one! This is the one I want! I want every needed element to an awesome relationship!! So Ive been asked several times what Im looking for. So one day I just started writing! And this is what I came up with. And Im sticking to this!! So why not see what you think. So here we go! So heres a little something on what makes me me!!! And being bold enough to say heres what Id like, heres what Im looking for and hope to find!! I was married for 14 years. There has been alot Ive been through goods and bads. My house burning down when I was in my early 20s, marriage, a childs passing, divorce. Changes in jobs, things I own as my own faults that didnt help my marriage any. A new relationship, giving my heart to someone like Id never done before!! Dating and having a relationship with someone with older and trying to figure that out. Then trials of watching lie after lie after lie happen, gut feelings and seeing things happen right in front of my face. Breakup, heartbreak, an emotional roller coaster!! Learning, seeking further growth in my faith. What am I looking for?? I want to find a absolute best friend!! A woman who is equally interested in me as I am in her!! We dont have to like the same things, but it would be cool if she put effort into learning about me, effort into knowing my , effort into showing up, effort into trying to make things work. And Id be doing the same. I would like someone who has cool similar interests, maybe hopefully shell like old things, seeing something that someone is throwing away and she say I think I could use that and make something out of it. Because thats me!! Id like a woman who has some sort of faith in her life. Im not saying you need to be a church every Sunday or read the Bible cover to cover. But someone who prays, gives thanks, asks for forgiveness. And wants to talk about cool Godly things she learned or heard. I want a woman who isnt perfect, but owns her shit when she does slip up or mess up. A woman who has enough courage to then talk willingly about those things or maybe its a time where Ive messed up. But shes on board in the relationship and wants it, is willing to fight, willing to work through whatever it is. Maybe it�s nothing about messing up, maybe its other family or life problems that are handed to us. I want a woman to hold her hand and walk these paths of our lives and never give up. To be holding that persons hand and are able to laugh or cry or hug and be damn glad we had each other to walk through that. I want a woman whos sexual!! Who loves her sexually and is open minded to try different things!! I want a woman who can totally get into letting her Naughty / Slutty side out at times!!! And we can share all of that wild crazy fun!!! I want a woman who likes to dress up and look nice and wants to go on a date with me! Or she asks me on a date and wants to be by my side or on my arm showing off her happiness to others!! I want a woman who winks at me and says we have 10 minutes before we need to be somewhere and winks again and says oh yes we are totally doing this right here!! Or asks to pull over or sneak off wherever! I want a woman who is completely honest with me, even if things might feel like its going to break my heart. A woman who doesnt hold in secrets. I want a woman with hobbies, quirks, a life for singing to music in the car with me like we are members of the band!! I want a woman who doesnt mind getting her hands dirty, so we can work on different projects together.. I want a woman who will greet me when she comes home or I come home and says Ive been thinking about you all day long and I soooo need this!! And pushes me onto a couch or a bed ( you get the picture Im sure) to have done just what shes been craving!! YAh!! Thats what Im looking for!! And if you liked the things above. Maybe this would be for you as well?? Then there is this fantasy / want thats been stuck in my head for, omg, years and years!! Like since I was 19. To find someone to have that awesome relationship with!!! And hopefully shes open minded enough to maybe try this!! But the idea is that she not me!! Would have the freedom to go meet, sleep with, hook up, whatever you want to call it with other men, or women ( if shes into them or curious ) or couples even ( if she wanted to try that route even) The idea is its just for her!!! Theres a fetish type word for it Hotwife Its not a way for me to say, well you did that so I should get to see other women. No!! Nope! Just her! Kl73nova on s, Chevellemechanic on k