5 am sleepless and craving
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Posted:Sep 6, 2010 11:08 am
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2010 11:30 am
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Note I started typing this out at 5 am and fell asleep, hence the time.
It's 5 in the morning, the clock stares back at me since I'm wide awake and my body refuses to just let me drift off. I'm craving badly, the air seems thin, my skin wants human warmth and my duvet isn't cutting it. Thoughts of kissing with nothing between our bodies except for sweat, saliva and orgasmic pheromones wrap around us. Our bodies only pulling away to breathe and do something we talked about, the ideas we spoke of in detail should not become reality.
We spoke online, I sent you the first email you responded with answers to my questions and questions of your own. We traded info and spoke of desires we wanted. We agreed to a meeting, yesterday we set a time a place and you wanted to play. I was there, on time and waiting, 10 mins, 30 mins, 1 hour so that should you be late not all hope was lost. You never showed, no phone call, no text but only and email when I returned to my computer. You wrote merely an hour before the meeting time, joking that you were only talking erotically. I had doubts and rechecked your profile which did in fact state you were looking for sex. You said hopefully I didn't waste my time. That I did, with conversation and sharing that lead nowhere. Clearly my contact info and setting up a date was not reality for you. Though I have thought about what could be, I have now moved on. No more messages, no more time for you're another fake in this world.
And so I lay in bed, nude craving and playing with myself. The feeling is lonely after a let down, time and energy loss but desire brimming from within. I tried masturbating but it's not working, my body rejects it like when promised steak and what is offered is ground beef. It may be sexual, but it's not for filling and can't compete with another person's touch. The feeling of not knowing exactly how it will feel, wonder of what will happen next and each other's expression sex is meant to be done in pairs. So I lay alone this morning, listening to the rain fall outside, thinking, wanting, craving...
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Starting and then suddenly ending IMC
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Posted:Mar 27, 2010 10:19 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2010 5:23 pm
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Hello all, I'm a bit baffled at how some people here use IMC. This is typically what happens to me:
-I send a message to start a conversation on IMC, usually in the form of a question or a comment about their profile
-The other side accepts and says "hi"
-A pause occurs for about 10 to 20 seconds
-The other person leaves the chat
I don't think this is an error however I suspect that those I'm trying to have a conversation with are not interested but don't have the ability to say anything. Am I doing something wrong?
Whatever it you have to say is welcome.
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Gone for a month solid
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Posted:Jan 31, 2010 8:46 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2010 8:46 pm
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Well for those of you watching, I'm going to be off the site for a month or so. My job kicks into high gear and well those of you who have come to welcome chatting me. I thought I'd be nice and leave a blog posting and welcome those who are seeking me to leave a posting or send me an email. But for the time being I'm still looking...
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Stood up again
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Posted:Nov 17, 2007 10:56 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 8:19 pm
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Boy is this site being a bunch of lost hopes. I make the contact, email back and forth with the details, set a time and place, show up and nothing. No email, no phone call no communication. Look I'm not desperate, but damn it's hard to find a woman who doesn't just want the guy to pay for an evening and then say I'm not into having anything with you as many men expereince with the public. I came here and have had some good experiences. But damn it why waste all that time and effort? I have a saying life is too short for crappy sex, why is it that when an opportunity arises people just bail out? If anything this is making me think more about my account on Passion if its worth it anymore.
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The guidelines in Vancouver
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Posted:Jul 16, 2007 11:43 am
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2009 9:38 am
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Alright, time to make the rules clear, the last posting did not make it through. Find me in the usual spot, no I'm not referring to online or which chat room I talk in.
I can host during the day for more 'louder' activities, however I cannot host during the evening or the weekend unless direct contact with me occurs. This is usually by a phone call, you don't have my number, don't count on coming over to my place
Please provide a picture, and not that of your cock or crotch. I've seen plenty and well they don't do anything for me.
Third age. Men the older you are the more demanding on fitness I am. Women less such, but I do prefer someone with meat on their bones. Couples, I only play both of you on the first encounter and meeting, not solo, only after such we will make a decision about playing solo and what is acceptable.
So contact me and lets make things happen. I know that there are many of you who are tired of people being all talk no show, well I prefer to meet and talk rather than the online thing. Plus who says dirty talking can't be foreplay?
Darkness_966
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