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My thoughts and musings...
 
These are my thoughts written down.....If you like them great, if not, great!
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Nowhere else to post this....
Posted:Apr 17, 2014 11:10 am
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2014 8:36 am
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I wait for every time together as it were Christmas! I have trouble sleeping days before and the night before, well there is practically no sleep to be found. The excitement is overwhelming.

The day of I find myself trying to capture each and every moment in a bottle. I only wish for the power to suspend time. I feel I can't get close enough, kiss him enough, express my love for him enough. I try to memorize his scent. I feel like I have become overly sappy, a giant puddle of emotions. I get mad at my body for it's need for sleep. That is not on my list of things I want to do!

The day after, I am so tired because of the week or so of disrupted sleep. I am a bit moody. You would think that I would still be on cloud nine because I had (again) such an amazing time. Yet, I find myself with an aching heart. Tears that spring from nowhere because all I want is the power to travel through time and suspend it once again.

" Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hand
Sail away with me honey
Now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now
Now, now "
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New Name.....
Posted:Mar 27, 2014 11:48 am
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2017 8:27 am
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I have wanted to change my name for a while. I want a name that tells my personality in one easy to remember phrase. I have looked around at other names to get ideas. There are so many great ideas on here! If only I were of the opposite sex it would be so much easier. I wish I had a penis! I could choose a name like "HotBBC4U", "Gr8HugeWhiteCock", "HotNHungBWC", "HOTBLCKPipeLayer"... I noticed from these and the other many examples of excellent names here not listed that there are three main topics that I need to concentrate on in my new name. First, I need to put into my new name how hot I think I am. Second, I want to express how big my pussy is. Finally, I really need to let people know what my race is. Hell, those are all very important things that I myself look for in a partner.... Who wants to be with a person with small genitalia? If you yourself do not think you are hot as sin, who else is going to? Right? Isn't it supposed to be good to love yourself? And of course, my race, I have to slip that in there!!! Race is such a HUGE part of anyone's personality!!

Okay, so I have the three most important points I want to focus on for my new name. Let's start creating so I can land me a real man! Hmmmm.....BigNBlackPussy4U. Okay that seems good. Wait, I only expressed two of the points. HOTNBlackPussy.....damn it! HugeHotBlackPussy4U......too long, it needs to be snappy! HotNBigBlkCunt.....Nope! Damn it, I just can't do it. Besides my pussy is more brown than black.....HugeHotCocoCunt. Eureka!!! That is going to be my new name!!! Please refer to me as such in the future!

Wait, what is that you are saying? Guys don't want a huge pussy? I thought size mattered in everything! What is that? You are also telling me that you don't want to be with a conceited woman? Isn't self love important?? Race doesn't have anything to do with my personality either??? So now my name is just down to Cunt? That's not right! I feel like Cinderella after the ugly step sisters ripped all their discarded items off Cinderella's dress, leaving her in rags.

What is a girl to do?!

Disclaimer: I made up all names in my post off the top of my little head, any resemblance to real names was not intended, I apologize. Please do not give me your ideas for a new name. I did not write this because I want or need a new name. I wrote it tongue in cheek. I am not changing my profile name. I also do not have a huge pussy...I don't even know if I would be able to point one out.
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September
Posted:Sep 6, 2013 7:59 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:6 am
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I have to keep track of the months on here....one a month for Passion. Okay what do I want to write about today....

Age and keeping your body up. It floors me that the acceptable way to get older is to let your body go. I can't tell you how many women ask me why I continue to work out and eat healthy? Why not just give in and let my body go, that is what is natural. WTF?!? Really? It is not natural! What is natural is that I cannot eat junk all the time and expect to stay slim, my metabolism has change. That does not mean I give in to it. My other favorite is when women find out that I do not have . "Oh, that is why you have the body you do," they say. Again, WRONG! I am slim because I work out 5-6 times a week and eat right. I also know personnaly a few women that get the pre baby body back. It is possible!

The reasons I started the lifestyle that I keep years ago was for two reasons. One, I feel on of the unspoken vows to my husband is that I should keep my body as close to the girl he married. That is totally my thing....I want to keep him sexually attracted to me. Two, I saw my mom and my dad die slowly and early because of lifestyle choices. I did not like the way they died or how early so....what if I did the exact opposite of their lifestyle? I don't think I will get out of dying, but it might be less painful, slow, and early.

Okay. Blog done. Time to enjoy my day!!!
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July
Posted:Jul 22, 2013 6:38 am
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2014 9:34 am
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So, here I am again....posting yet another obligatory blog. I don't really have anything to talk about. I guess I can just rant a little about my not understanding of what I see daily on Passion. Why do people think that posting a picture of their genitalia is the first thing other people want to see about you. I totally get wanting discretion...I do too, but why can't your lead picture be of an eye, or a headless body shot, your winning smile? Genitalia should be the last thing you look at, and really it is when you are meeting someone for sex. I'll never get it.
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Another Month....
Posted:Jun 21, 2013 6:41 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 11:6 am
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So it is June, well into June....the month ran away from me. I need to post a blog every month as to get what I paid for. I am kind of having a bit of a block on what to write. I guess this blog entry will be a doodle of words if you will. I have no idea on how long a blog needs to be to be considered a blog. Passion never told me that part of the hidden agenda.

I guess I can write what I am doing right after I get done here...normal first day of my weekend. I am sitting here in my gym clothes, drinking coffee. As soon as I finish here I hit the gym for a good work out and then I plan to go clothes shopping for an up coming trip to Paradiso. I need a new bikini, some cute sandals, and a couple of mini skirts.

I guess that looks long enough....boring but fulfills my obligation.
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A Fantasy, or is it?
Posted:May 12, 2013 2:57 pm
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2014 9:27 am
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A fantasy, or is it?
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I am so horny right now, but have a migraine. What a conundrum. I don't feel well enough to actually take care of my horniness, but cannot stop thinking of fantasy after fantasy. Maybe if I write one down, I can get out of this frustrating circle.

I put an add up on Craigslist, something I rarely do. I am sitting at the computer trying not to check the email just yet. I can feel a warmness starting between my legs. As I sit there enjoying the feeling, the computer gently beeps letting me know I have received a new email.

My hand, a little too quickly, pushes the button to open the mail. I had asked in my ad for a picture with the reply. I open the attachment of the photo first. My eyes widen with excitement as I view the well toned upper body, dark hair, chiseled and masculine face. Just my kind of guy! I now look at what this handsome stranger wrote, " Very intersting post and sexy picture. I am interested in talking more. Some about me, I am 6' 5", 220 lbs., fit, DD free, hung (if that is important to you), and a available now. " Decent enough to write back.

In my response I ask for a face picture where I can see his eyes that were blocked out from the picture I saw. I receive back a timely response with an even hotter picture, because I can see all of him, eyes, chest, cock, arms. His pose is so masculine, his eyes so intense. The warmness that I had been nurturing this whole time was getting stronger. I reply back with a full body shot of myself including my face. In the body of the email I give him my phone number so we can talk if he is interested still.

My phone rings a few minutes later. A deep voice tells me hello, and that his name is Eric. I can feel that the warmness has changed because I feel a moistness from my panties on my skin. We chat some and decide that he should come over in about 45 minutes. Instead of giving my address, he is to meet my husband at a store by our house and if my husband approves, he will follow my husband home to our house.

I struggle not to touch the heat in my crotch as I wait for you both to walk through the door. I had just hung up the phone call in which my husband had informed me that he was bringing the hot stranger back.

The front door opens and behind my husband in walks the very hot stranger. Again I am pleasantly surprised on how much better looking he is in person. Nervous greetings are exchanged. I can tell he is even more nervous than I because he stands just inside the door by the pool table we have in the front room. I swallow hard and make myself available to him, standing very close and positioning myself to ask for a kiss without words. He immediately picks up on my passive-aggressive move. Our lips lock in a continuously, deepening kiss. His arms wrap around me, pushing me into his groin, so I could feel his hard cock between us. We kiss for a few moments more. I am able to see my husband behind us, watching us make out. A smile on his face. I take the hand of my new friend and lead him back to the bedroom.

I climb on the bed, and face him on my knees. We are the same height right now and continue kissing. I then feel a hand slip between my legs, I think I surprise him a bit with how wet my pussy is because he lets out a deep sigh. His hand lingers as his fingers explore my wet pussy. This excites me all the more as I squirm under his touch. He suddenly pulls his hand away to free both his hands to lift my sweater dress over my head. Another deep sigh escapes his lips as he grasps my breasts, roughly. I push into his touch. I find my hands trying to undo his belt buckle. Ours mouths had found each other again. I free his erect cock. I pull my mouth away from his so I am free to wrap my lips around his beautiful cock. I move my mouth slowly up and down on his penis, moving my tongue as I do. A hand takes a handful of my hair and pushes my mouth down on his cock. I express my pleasure with a deep moan, opening my mouth wider to accept his cock. The rhythm increases as he fucks my face. I can't breath, I hold my breath. A couple more deep thrusts into my mouth and he pulls me off his cock by my hair. This allows me to take a gasp of air before he shoves my mouth back on his very wet cock. Fucking my face again. When he pulls me off his cock again, drool runs down my chin and stretches from my mouth to his cock. I also open my eyes and am able to see my husband watching with great interest. He tells me with his eyes how hot he thinks what I am doing is.

I then find myself being pushed on my back. Still trying to catch my breath from the face fucking he is positioning me so he can fuck my engorged pussy. I am so turned on that I almost orgasm as his rock hard cock begins to spread the walls of my vagina. It must feel as good for him, for deep sigh escapes his lips. I am beginning to see this is his signature expression of pleasure. Raw moans come from me as we both push against each other to deepen each animalistic thrust. My arms wrap around him, my legs dig into the bed as to be able to match each thrust with equal fever. Several minutes of this rough, forceful fucking continues. I let myself go and am racked with orgasm after orgasm. He uses my pussy, just like I want him to. I can tell though his pleasure to see me orgasm. He also feels free to orgasm himself. A few more deep thrusts and another deep sigh and I can feel him release inside me.

Okay this did not help me. I now am more worked up than before. Fucking migraines!
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Obligatory Blog for May
Posted:May 9, 2013 9:23 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2013 12:07 pm
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So it is May, and time for my new obligatory blog entry. I don’t know how many characters is required for a blog. Maybe something I should Google at some point. I have to say how stupid I think this all is, but I work hard for my money and am not going to let Passion take away what I paid for. I love how they don’t tell you all of the things you have to do to get your 6 months free, unless you call and complain. It is not in the small print anywhere when you pay for the (what you THINK is the year and a half) year membership. Bait and switch is the correct term.
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more on my obligatory blog
Posted:Apr 1, 2013 8:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 6, 2013 1:30 pm
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So I am posting a blog so I can get my 6 free months of my account. I love that they (Passion) don't tell you when you buy the membership that you have to do a monthly blog, write three letters a month and sign on a certain number of times a month. So stupid!
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Passion Made Me Do This!
Posted:Mar 14, 2013 8:14 pm
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2014 8:18 pm
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So when I bought a year of membership, I was under the impression that I was paying for 18 months. Passion stated to me that I had to do three things to get the extra 6 months. One of those things is to write a blog every month. So here you go Passion, here is "My Obligatory Blog". I might write the same damn thing for 12 damn months.
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