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is there a
Posted:Sep 19, 2017 9:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2017 3:52 pm
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when you loose the desire for sex it's been said
Just get back on the
What if you didn't like the last
what if you get a dud and not a stud

oh hell

I would have to leave my house.

Nope No for me.

But maybe a Pony...
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is there a
Posted:Sep 19, 2017 8:51 pm
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2017 3:51 pm
3788 Views

when you loose the desire for sex it's been said
Just get back on the
What if you didn't like the last
what if you get a dud and not a stud

oh hell

I would have to leave my house.

Nope No for me.

But maybe a Pony...
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December
Posted:Dec 5, 2016 3:58 am
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2017 8:52 pm
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the first Blizzard of this winter is about to blow in. I contemplate how this time of seclusion will pan out? my life has changed so drastically in the last 12 months. Those who are privy to my life have been ever so supportive and I thank you

I am seriously considering moving my life in totally different direction than I have n the past and feel no fear in regards to the some of the changes I am aboaut to make. I know it will be interesting regardless of the the positive or negative outcomes.

A sexy post this is not, but who knows if the wind blows favourable, I may be making some lovely ones in the future.
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when love becomes hate
Posted:Jul 31, 2016 12:18 pm
Last Updated:Jun 7, 2017 9:28 pm
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I am so angry I am crying
At this moment the fct that you are a a leech shows me that I don't want you in my life, Yes I gave birth to you but the fact that you destroy everything around you and you don't give a shit about who you hurt makes me so pissed off

YOu needed help and I tried in the process I broke and you kept up your nose

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
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The cow
Posted:Jul 29, 2016 10:51 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2017 6:12 pm
10303 Views

Often hear about an elephant in a room when there is a topic that needs to be discussed and no one will broach it.

I want to know what the general thought is about body size.

Too often I hear well if you are confident it doesn't matter what you look like, or the personality can make it.

Honestly, I think we live in a narcissistic society that will only accept perfection as the media markets it to us.

Would you date a person who is truly too thin, or too obese?
What do you consider to be attractive?

I have been spending too much time thinking and well, now I look outward for others' opinions.
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Scent of a man
Posted:Jul 19, 2016 10:51 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2016 1:19 pm
8584 Views

MMMMMMMM
I love it when a delicious smelling man walks by me.
I get weak in the knees and man moisture forms
nothing and I mean nothing can get me going like that.

I think I need to go and be where the scents are
soon mmmmmm oh soon
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wanting needing not able
Posted:May 26, 2016 11:11 pm
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2016 11:04 pm
9476 Views

i am in this place, it is difficult and i dont like it
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wanting needing not able
Posted:May 26, 2016 11:11 pm
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2024 2:27 am
9228 Views

i am in this place, it is difficult and i dont like it
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when you're
Posted:Feb 20, 2016 8:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2016 8:21 pm
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Happy and you know it.......

horny and you know it.......

care to play along with me
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puzzle
Posted:Jan 11, 2016 7:52 pm
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2016 4:33 pm
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Have you ever felt like a puzzle? you know, broken with jagged edges that never seem to fit together? My life has felt like a continuous cycle of in the box a mess out of the box, sorted and pieces starting to fit then all of a sudden everything was swept back into the box and scrambled up again!
I thought for many years that I needed a puzzle master, someone that could help me sort things out and make the pieces fit, but they would work hard with me for a short while then sweep my jumbled pieces back in the box, close the lid and walk away.
A couple of months ago, I peeked out of the box, dumped out my jumbled up pieces and looked around. I then took a deep breath and began sorting myself out. Edge pieces slowly began to fit together and the semblance of a frame developed. Okay so far so good. Over the course of time more and more bits began to fit together and I was able to arrange most of the bottom part of the picture, things were stating to look great, Then, a few pieces fell on the floor and I was able to rescue them and find where they fit and my confidence in my ability to build my own picture and make it work grew as well.
Today, I feel like my pieces are fitting together. I am in the right place at the right time doing what I am supposed to do.
Is my puzzle complete? today it is, but occasionally a piece or two may get dislodged and fall away from the whole, but I know I have the ability to find it and lovingly put it back together again.

How's your puzzle coming along?
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really
Posted:Nov 1, 2015 9:25 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2016 1:57 pm
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have you ever found yourself begging for something that should be freely given

I recognised that in myself this past year

now I am fucking awesome

why

because if its not freely given you aint worth the second thought

now

im stronger

now I know what i need

and what I want

and I am going looking

careful
I might find it

what if its you????!!!!
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an evening out
Posted:Oct 31, 2015 11:28 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2016 1:56 pm
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once upon a time, going out meant meeting people and mostly having a good time.
I am becoming socially awkward the last few attempts of going out and socialising.
Granted I know it is easier to all gather in one place, but my heart hasn't been in it for close to three years.
I genuinely love the people that are so kind to invite me to meets, weddings, karaoke and such. I always seem to leave in tears as the stress of my life rises to the surface and guilt drips from my eyes.
DAMN IT I try so hard
stop spending so much time alone I'm told
get out and do things
have fun

getting out and doing things makes me cry

I don't want to leave the safety of my home.

is there an app for being there with out leaving home?

yep frantic is becoming frazzled

oh dear
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proud of me
Posted:Oct 26, 2015 8:33 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2015 11:21 pm
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I have been known to make rash choices then get burned by them.

I have learned that life will change constantly

I am proud of my ability to stay strong through the last few storms that came upon my life's shores.

I didn't buckle I didn't "need" anyone to be there for me; I stood firm in my own strength.

I am so very proud of me. Frantic mother

I do not need anyone

I can do this

life is so good!
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