I thought this was going to be a happy post...
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張貼於:2021年 8月 30日 1:41 pm
最近編輯過:2021年 11月 16日 7:19 pm 3041 瀏覽
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My last post, from ages ago, was all about how long it's been.
Since I've felt wanted.
Since I've felt sexy.
Since I've felt real desire aimed at me.
I forgot how to act.
I forgot that I AM sexy.
I forgot that I AM wanted.
I forgot that that desire requires some confidence in one's self.
So, I act insecure.
(I FEEL insecure.)
I act like I'm undesirable.
(I FEEL undesirable.)
I act myself out of another potential relationship..... (Even just a beneficial one, not an emotional one.)
I feel so good, for such a short time.
Then I second guess myself, my actions, their replies.....
And I end up alone again.
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