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Average Joe, No Really
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Average Joe, No Really In my first post I make myself out to be some sex-crazed pervert. Well, that's only part of my personality, but I thought it important to bring that up first. It colors everything my life has been, if only for being in the 'have nots' section. I thought it appropriate given the site. I also thought to try and provide an entertaining read. Hopefully the truth, for those interested in reading, will see that I'm pretty much normal, just always focused on the wrong things, at the wrong time. So imagine this significant portion of my identity repressed to fit into the world. Not appropriate, and when it did come out in the naive way that experiencing sexuality for the first time, it was addressed harshly. I was...experienced, in a way that dumb teens think they are. I had consumed every literary piece I could jerk it to. Never any experience with the real thing, until turning 16 and met my first real girlfriend. We waited two months, mainly because I didn't pick up the signals that she was willing. There is a commercial in Europe where a woman is looking for something, climbs over a guy sitting in a chair, straddling his head to look in a shelf. He sits through it calmly, face inches from her, and the real joke comes when she pulls out her underwear from the shelf. That's a good example of how obvious a girl has had to be for me to get that she's interested. Well, after that first time, in which I went down on her, it was 6 months of sex, usually at least 2-3 times a week. very hard to manage with school, a mother, and brother. but damn! Of course, there's more to a relationship than that, so I was also able to receive my first big heartbreak. I would dwell on that for two years, and it would affect me for a decade. |
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