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Nowhere else to post this....  

liv1nce 50M/50F
10 posts
4/17/2014 11:10 am

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8/23/2014 8:36 am

Nowhere else to post this....


I wait for every time together as it were Christmas! I have trouble sleeping days before and the night before, well there is practically no sleep to be found. The excitement is overwhelming.

The day of I find myself trying to capture each and every moment in a bottle. I only wish for the power to suspend time. I feel I can't get close enough, kiss him enough, express my love for him enough. I try to memorize his scent. I feel like I have become overly sappy, a giant puddle of emotions. I get mad at my body for it's need for sleep. That is not on my list of things I want to do!

The day after, I am so tired because of the week or so of disrupted sleep. I am a bit moody. You would think that I would still be on cloud nine because I had (again) such an amazing time. Yet, I find myself with an aching heart. Tears that spring from nowhere because all I want is the power to travel through time and suspend it once again.

" Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hand
Sail away with me honey
Now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now
Now, now "

Ourfantasy75 48M
26 posts
4/17/2014 11:21 am

Wow very nice. You should be thankful for your connection.


liv1nce 50M/50F
10 posts
4/17/2014 11:24 am

Thank you! Oh believe me, I am very, very thankful for our connection. I am so very lucky to have him in my life. It is a forever kind of thing!


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