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Blogs > pinkdragonfly21 > I see the secrets u don't show

Life is pretty darn good right now  

pinkdragonfly21 41F  
131 posts
9/22/2015 5:22 am
Life is pretty darn good right now

So the past few months, I've been single and instead of missing sex and missing companionship, I've just been busy living life. I joined a fb group that's adults only and I've met some really incredible people. Both male and female and even though a couple of guys have hit on me, they've been really good at accepting that I don't want to date or have casual sex. It's comforting to have people who know how you feel after the end of a significant relationship and by that, I don't mean the most recent guy I was seeing, I mean the end of my long term relationship with my 's father. My ex has moved in with a new woman who has a and has decided to start seeing our . It's hard for me to see my baby go off with my ex, not because I want my ex back, but because I'm scared about what might happen while he's gone. I enjoy sleeping alone, I enjoy doing things at my pace and sleeping in or watching a movie or eating junk food whenever I feel like it. I have some anxiety when I think about dating because it's been so long and then I just think fck it - life's good right now, I don't need anyone else. Maybe one day, but right now, I'm just not into it

pinkdragonfly21 41F  
61 posts
9/25/2015 4:31 am

 I was with my ex for a few years, but it was a very controlling relationship with some emotional and physical violence, hence my concerns with my child going off with them. I hate the thought of putting myself out there and being rejected, or worse still, finding another man who treats me like shit. So, for now, I'm happy just being me


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